drained completely.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
with ♥ 9:53 PM
ppl kip telling me i look damn shack. -.-" i guess i am from the mon, wed, fri training. and mind you its no slack training. zzz. and i fell asleep during lectures. really, i tried my best to stay awake le. i shall start bringing chocs or sth to lecture. sugar rush so tt i wont sleep. zzz. and everyone's mugging alrdy. im so scared im startin to mug too. oh no. X'(
this is not me. :( im alrdy feeling stressed can? sighs... smtimes i rly cant smile or laugh. if only my parents wil start to understand im trying my best to cope now. i nid time to adjust. sighs.
this is what they call jc life.and impending problems are like giving me a headache. like, tomoro's sudden
friendly bmt match. -.-"
WHY DIDNT ANYONE SAY ATH?! geez. bt at least, i'll be seeing ppl i havent see [and miss] in ages. and tomoro we're gonna have
team dinner. something finally worth celebrating and lookin forward to. :) another reason for me to stay in aj; my team. yes, the training is atrocious, bt at the end of the day its worth it i guess. hopefully i can stay. the team's so fun, and as much as i feel like tsk-ing my coach for his annoying ways [we known each other for very long le. XD] i must say im rather attached to the team. but stil. some things are too early to say.
speaking of bmt. i wanna spit at someone. someone who thinks she's so damn bloody good. well you know what, you're no frigging friend. i hate your hypocritical ways. i hate the way you come to me only when you need me. i hate the way you speak daggers behind ppl's back. well you know what you should do some reflection of your own. if you dont feel bad, you're horrid. beyond hope. bloody hell. sheesh. damn you.
obviously im nt in a very good mood now. must be the terrifyin amt of KFC i ate jus nw. and the workload. im gg mad. *curses and swears* and thank goodness i took H1 maths. im alrdy gg crazy. UGH.
=jinghui=
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